Lorelai Shebari

Title: Wilderness
Author: Jade Blood
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Lorelai is mine. Stephen belongs to Ghani, and Tempest belongs to Kaz. I'm just... mentioning them! :D
Song Prompt: Learn to be Lonely from The Phantom of the Opera
Summary: Lorelai is a solitary creature, and despite how she tries to seem strong, she isn't always...
Author's Note: Don't ask how this became a first person character analysis. It just did. :p

( Child of the wilderness, born into emptiness... )

"Vermilion Pt. 2" by Slipknot

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torments and the pain
Leak through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
The song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real
Is one more reason
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't
No
I don't want to be this
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real